Ok so yesterday i had a small gathering. NOT a PARTY and it was definitly INVITE ONLY!! It was all the people that I normally go out with just coming to my house instead. So it was all arranged and like because we were talking about at school and stuff to organise it people at school found out and thought it was a party. They all joked about like them coming but none of them were actually serious.

UNTIL... some of the 'the other crowd' found out and at about 6 oclock that night when we were expecting the lads to be coming we got a knock at the front door. We went to the door expecting it to be the lads but unforntunatly it was it was the wrong people expecting to come in. They were not invited.

So what did I do next i hear you say?
Well... Firstly i stood shocked momentarily until my friend hit me. We told them that after we had eaten and were ready we would come out because they WERE NOT allowed in my house. My mother was in for god's sake. So they went.

We thought that it was ok UNTIL... they came back just as the lads who were invited came. So we had to file them in one at a time making sure that none of 'the other crowd' entered. It was scary. And then all those turned away we told them to come back in half an hour and then we would come out.

Now one thing you should know about my house it that the house behind it is a lads house from 'the other, OTHER crowd' and they were all in his window waving and stuff. (We were in the conservatory.)

Some 20 minutes passed and then... (dramatic pause)... the doorbell went again. 'The other crowd' were back and they had the re-enforcments (sp?) of 'the other, OTHER crowd'. So we decided to go out. It was scary and a very big mistake. They were all being trouble makers! (Our normal fridayt night group are not troublemakers we just like to have good clean fun lol) And because of them being loud we think that my neighbors called the police!!

So the police came and we went in my house again so we couldnt be accused of being anti-social. (just the invited people) and then 'the other, OTHER crowd' went home. YAY!

UNTIL...

Stay tuned for the next installment of 'IT WASNT A PARTY'

please note this story was based on fact!

(I am sorry i couldnt be bothered to finish the story now but i promise i will finish it soon.)

I have a LAZY EYE! I cant believe. I took my stock photos and on all my sad/moody expressions i have a lazy eye. I dont know whether to be amused or upset!

Anyways...

I made my stocks. YAY!

I got 200 pageviews. YAYAY!

I finished the Eye. which i am very proud of. YAYAYAY!

so its all good.


And i have decided that my new official favourite song is....

Becuase of you - Kelly Clarkson

i cannot stop listening to it!

Ok so its a new day, i have a new start. It is approximately 09:16am. I have decided to stop pissing around and just get some art done today. I have been working on a kinda vetor replica eye that i plan to finish TODAY. and i might make a start on some stock photos. I was posing in the mirror and i just thought it would be a good idea to put some stock photos on. Give back to the community so to speak...

I have decided to put all my other issues behind me and step out of the ugly/boring/sad shell i have been sat in for the past few weeks. Theres a little metaphor for you... think about that today... maybe you should be stepping out of your shell? maybe... anyways... there was a little wisdom for you.

I just dont feel inspired. I start a piece and then either get bored and give up or realise that it is crap and give up. I dont have any ideas. I am having a lot of problems in my life at the moment and I'm not even get inspiration to do anything really depressing. I just want to cry. I hate writing in this journal because i always seem to bable on about nothing and no one on this site will even understand. You are all strangers to me. You probably either dont care or judge me. I am being very negative now. I dont even know what i am talking about. I am just letting out my feelings. That go on and on and on...

I was taking downt he balloons from ma birthday and cos they where helum-filled we thought we'd have a bit of fun with it!

It was great me and ma sister where singing 'We wish you a merry Christmas' chipmunk style. The dog got all confused as wel because she got confused with all the voices and stuff. I'm in a much better mood than the other day.

And thank you to all the comments/favs/page views on 'Sunset'. That one is deffinately my favourite so far!